Thursday, March 24, 2011

The Problem

 A wise person once said that the improper interpretation of a problem results in what he termed “the 3 Ps”.  A mistake can become pervasive and like a cancer can invade other parts of our life. What starts out as a minor issue escalates into a pandemic – it consumes us. Blunders are also misread as being entirely personal. We personalize the problem. We allow it define us. We become our mistakes. Finally, this fault becomes persistent and permanent. We refuse to view our lives as ever-changing and view our accident as non-erasable. It becomes gyves which bind us to the past.  


Some food for thought :)

Monday, March 21, 2011

The Candle

Now time for some good old depressing poetry. This was written by a friend of mine. We had to present pieces of writing for inspired by a candle. I wrote Incheon and she wrote the Candle. I guess people get inspired differently!
THE CANDLE
Osarehmen Samsom



Incheon

Im so sorry for my absence that I have 2 posts for y'all. Have fun.

Incheon
                We haven’t eaten in two days, not since we left P’yonggang. Our food, the little scraps of rice and meat we had left, is wrapped neatly in my white cotton scarf at the bottom of Umma’s bag. I smelled it last night, its rich nourishing aroma infused with a lingering tinge of garlic just the way Umma makes it – or at least I dreamt I did. We had just gotten there, to the silver skies and golden streets of Incheon and we feasted on freedom. We ate so much rice and beef and drank so much corn milk that now, when I think of Incheon, all that comes to my mind is the silky flow of corn milk on my perched tongue.

                We haven’t seen any light since we climbed into this rice truck for Incheon; at least that is what Appa called it. He said that it is taking us away from the torture of the North into the promise of the South. There were no bags of rice in the truck though, just children and Ummas and Appas.  Just faces – eyes shimmering even in this impenetrable darkness, clinging to the little hope that was left.

                We haven’t heard anything other than the smooth tormenting sound of tires on a road that never seems to end. No one has spoken, not since we were instructed to remain silent, that at any time, the Northern soldiers may stop the truck. I’ve waited for them every second now, so that at least I can hear their strong hash voices filled with power and hate, so that I know I haven’t forgotten what voices sound like.

                I know we would eat again and dine in with the finest wood and in the finest kitchen in all of Incheon. I think we would finally see again – finally see the light, joy and happiness which have been missing since the war ended. I hope, we would hear again – the tune of children playing, the rhythm of swaying trees dancing in the wind and the harmony of families together, families like mine in our new life of freedom. Our new life in Incheon.

daddys & mummys


 First blog post this year! My bad but I've been over-whelmed with so much work and what not. Anyways, I decided to explore the genre of depressing poetry. I hope y'all like it :)

daddys and mommys
i wonder if all daddys hit all mommys.
maybe daddys and mommys play hit-and-sleep where daddy hits mommy until she falls asleep
to rest her bruised face and bruised spirit.
mommy says when you sleep your spirit rests,
she says what happens to your body happens to your spirit too.
when you smile, your spirit smiles too
when you laugh, you spirit laughs too
and when daddy slaps you until your eyes cannot close
until blood runs down your nose your spirit is hurt too.

when daddy beats me and his hard boot cuts my flesh
when daddy whips me with the iron buckle of his belt
it leaves welts on my skin and on my spirit.
my skin heals but my spirit can’t, the welts continue to grow.
i feel them sting when i think of daddy,
when i see mommy sleep after their game of hit-and-sleep.

maybe mommy’s spirit doesn’t scar or else all mommys and all daddys wouldn’t play this game.